It's All Too Much

I know I haven't been posting lately, but does the old adage - "no news is good news ring true"?  Yes, No, I'm not really sure.

The boys themselves are doing well. I'd even go so far as to say the are flourishing

Me, not so much.

I'm in a deep dark confusing and often lonely place.

But I am getting help. I am reaching out and trying to let people in. I have sought professional intervention.

I so badly want to write and to pour out my heart and soul but it just isn't meant to be at this moment.

But I'm still here and that counts for a lot right now